I don’t have to feel awkward or bad about being myself.
“I’ve had something weird happen a couple times recently. After my fiance and I have had sex, I started crying uncontrollably. It makes no sense! It was great sex! There was no pain. And I’ve never been raped or abused. It freaked me out and so my fiance was really worried. What is going on?”
I don’t believe you ever really get over an eating disorder and I constantly have to be careful… even today